Numb to the world.
Loss is all there is.
A life without him can never be.
His pale, marble skin.
The cold hardness of his touch.
Those golden eyes, capturing my entire being inside of them.
The danger he is to me.
Being a vampire isn't easy.
But how could he do this to me?
The most amazing thing ever.
Gone.
Forever.
His words, not mine.
I'm incomplete.
Falling apart.
But only on the inside.
Pretending it's fine.
When all I can do is cry.
Living life like a horrible lie.
Silently begging.
But never getting back what I desperatly need.
Love. Life. Meaning...
All is lost.
All is gone.
Will I crumble?
Or hold on to the last shard of hope?
But the end comes.
And so does he.
For without him, I could never be.